Crying...

I cried myself to sleep last night. I woke up this morning and cried again. I want to cry now but I always hide my emotions. Someone took something away from me that made me happy. Now that I don't have that something I'm...sad. The same someone doesn't want me to go out this weekend. The someone took my happiness away because I wasn't worthy. I can never be a normal teenager, because of this someone. I'm sitting in class now, and I want to cry but I choose not to. my eyes start to water so I dry them and think about that one thing that makes me happy. Someone who makes me happy...